Idling

[kyrasantae]

Idling about despite having things to do isn't necessarily laziness. Sometimes it's a mental paralysis. Sometimes it's mental overload...I know it all too well. So many existential thoughts...I think it's why I still possess motivation to complete a task once I've started it and can complete it in one go. But otherwise frozen in terror and fear, and trying to keep a faint hope in sight.