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Possession
Nov. 7th, 2003 10:10 pmIn a practical rather than decorative sense what would it be like to have Death by my side? More people probably know than I think, and I would become one of them, but I cannot break a lesser criminal law as easily as those who know do. Why is it so easy for them but so hard for myself? For I am not 100% lawful either...
Its presence gives me confidence and fearlessness (except at that point: fear of being caught), a sign that says "I shall conquer" -- a confidence that I am prepared to fight for myself and everything I believe in. (And I don't care if this is one of the very principles I reject when applied to a larger scale of nations instead of individuals). It grants me a happiness not known before, it demands respect. It affirms that I have the power to control my own destiny and what comes before it. It will help me find the truth by barring doubt. But most of all, in silent protest of the contemporary hollowness of society and the exploitation of the female image.
Its presence gives me confidence and fearlessness (except at that point: fear of being caught), a sign that says "I shall conquer" -- a confidence that I am prepared to fight for myself and everything I believe in. (And I don't care if this is one of the very principles I reject when applied to a larger scale of nations instead of individuals). It grants me a happiness not known before, it demands respect. It affirms that I have the power to control my own destiny and what comes before it. It will help me find the truth by barring doubt. But most of all, in silent protest of the contemporary hollowness of society and the exploitation of the female image.
