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A question of intentions
Oct. 31st, 2003 10:08 pmIt feels less guilty to break the rules if you know what the rule was there for and when you were not intending to break it so you could do what it was meant to prevent.
And it really is very comforting to carry my (fake) sword around even though I had to keep it under my cloak at all times (see above), which made sitting on the floor or bending over impossible (and I had to keep my mouth shut from the truth when Antonuk herself asked me what I was pretending to be, after all the intent of dressing as an assassin was totally a reflection of my feelings towards said person).
But either way, even after I took it off, it still felt as if it were there, the quiet trace of its presence pressing against my left thigh. I like that.
And it really is very comforting to carry my (fake) sword around even though I had to keep it under my cloak at all times (see above), which made sitting on the floor or bending over impossible (and I had to keep my mouth shut from the truth when Antonuk herself asked me what I was pretending to be, after all the intent of dressing as an assassin was totally a reflection of my feelings towards said person).
But either way, even after I took it off, it still felt as if it were there, the quiet trace of its presence pressing against my left thigh. I like that.
