I give up.
Apr. 9th, 2005 11:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyrasantaeOk I can't take it anymore (I finished off about half of the liquid, there was a layer of curd about 0.75cm thick at the top of the mixture by now)...had to throw it out.
Now I feel guilty, for wasting it.
Not that I feel guilty enough already to have opened my mouth a bit too soon at the ASK administration meeting today and let slip that I wasn't Christian and that I'm not willing to do this whole 'accept Jesus into your heart' thing. Therefore, of course, having let the cat out of the bag, this is probably going to result in a whole lot of questioning over why I'm with ASK and stuff like that, since ASK is about leading and helping people find the way to the Kingdom of God through Christ.
My version of a monotheistic system is far more primitive, reminiscent of a tribal culture. It's centered not around saving the sinners, but ensuring that they get their just punishment when they die if they don't change their ways. It's about warriors, not saviours...
Later: My throat has a spot in it that feels like it's been torn into, and I seem to have a more than usual amount of phlegm. I woke up with this this morning. It was either from the root beer (likely) or just from talking so much with Phil yesterday that my throat got really dry but I didn't have any water with me (also likely). The insane drink probably aggravated it. So right now I'm just having some warm water with honey, but it doesn't seem to be helping that much.
Forgottenlord's comments on the experience.
Now I feel guilty, for wasting it.
Not that I feel guilty enough already to have opened my mouth a bit too soon at the ASK administration meeting today and let slip that I wasn't Christian and that I'm not willing to do this whole 'accept Jesus into your heart' thing. Therefore, of course, having let the cat out of the bag, this is probably going to result in a whole lot of questioning over why I'm with ASK and stuff like that, since ASK is about leading and helping people find the way to the Kingdom of God through Christ.
My version of a monotheistic system is far more primitive, reminiscent of a tribal culture. It's centered not around saving the sinners, but ensuring that they get their just punishment when they die if they don't change their ways. It's about warriors, not saviours...
Later: My throat has a spot in it that feels like it's been torn into, and I seem to have a more than usual amount of phlegm. I woke up with this this morning. It was either from the root beer (likely) or just from talking so much with Phil yesterday that my throat got really dry but I didn't have any water with me (also likely). The insane drink probably aggravated it. So right now I'm just having some warm water with honey, but it doesn't seem to be helping that much.
Forgottenlord's comments on the experience.
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