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kyrasantae
For the last couple of nights I wasn't able to write coherently in my diary. It was sort of okay on Tuesday night (when I was up until 4am after that chat with DarkFlash), just very difficult to stay awake and make my hand form the words, but last night my writing was a total jumble of mixed up ideas all trying to express themselves at the same time in the same sentences. It was like I couldn't command my hand properly to write the words I wanted to write, or even to command my brain to think of the words, even though I wasn't up as late.
So this morning, I get up at 7:50, walk to chem class (I thought, screw it, I'll never get there on time to get a seat anyway), sat on the steps in the lecture hall (as customary for those who come late and don't have/don't want to look for a seat), and tried to stay awake. *sigh.* I have three 8am days next term. I hope I'll have finally adjusted by then.
I definitely need sleep. Right now, after I finish this post, I'll be doing my ENGG130 homework, then I'm going straight to bed. I don't care if I'll end up waking up at 10pm and not wanting to sleep (if that were actually the case then I'd go hand in my homework). Because tomorrow is Country Crusade; that means I won't get back from it until 4am the next morning, and then I have choir at 10am. I don't plan to sleep that night simply because if I went to bed at 4, I'll be dead tired again from the energy at the party and I won't wake up at 9 to get ready. So when I get back from class tomorrow at noon, my homework's already going to be done tonight, and I'll also go straight to bed, then I'll keep myself awake until through choir, then crash into bed again.
Oh boy....here comes a roller-coaster ride through the weekend.
So this morning, I get up at 7:50, walk to chem class (I thought, screw it, I'll never get there on time to get a seat anyway), sat on the steps in the lecture hall (as customary for those who come late and don't have/don't want to look for a seat), and tried to stay awake. *sigh.* I have three 8am days next term. I hope I'll have finally adjusted by then.
I definitely need sleep. Right now, after I finish this post, I'll be doing my ENGG130 homework, then I'm going straight to bed. I don't care if I'll end up waking up at 10pm and not wanting to sleep (if that were actually the case then I'd go hand in my homework). Because tomorrow is Country Crusade; that means I won't get back from it until 4am the next morning, and then I have choir at 10am. I don't plan to sleep that night simply because if I went to bed at 4, I'll be dead tired again from the energy at the party and I won't wake up at 9 to get ready. So when I get back from class tomorrow at noon, my homework's already going to be done tonight, and I'll also go straight to bed, then I'll keep myself awake until through choir, then crash into bed again.
Oh boy....here comes a roller-coaster ride through the weekend.
