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Aug. 9th, 2004 12:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyrasantae
I must have crapped up the multiple choice on SS but I don't care and nor do you. I blame the Antonukian presence, and the puzzling non-existent IB results (please consult my Livejournal for details, specifically the entry dated June 23 and the one dated July 7). The poem in the back fo the question booklet is irrelevant.
It is particularly cold back here at home, and the vastness of space is a little bit intimidating, especially when it's all full of junk. I pondered getting drunk when I got home, but I decided against it. I don't really know why. I think maybe it's because I've already got some issues with my bowel and I don't want to compound it with issues of my dizzied-up head. Or it could be something else, like the longing I had when I couldn't drink in Vancouver, and the flash of guilt that I get right after it everytime the longing comes. It's not the same as my other transfixion because it's not something I avoid looking at when I see it in stores because I'm trying to control myself, but because I don't want people to think that I'm looking at it longingly because I'm transfixed.
I know it's late but my brain is still an hour behind. And I know that three weeks will pass by faster than anyone can imagine.
It is particularly cold back here at home, and the vastness of space is a little bit intimidating, especially when it's all full of junk. I pondered getting drunk when I got home, but I decided against it. I don't really know why. I think maybe it's because I've already got some issues with my bowel and I don't want to compound it with issues of my dizzied-up head. Or it could be something else, like the longing I had when I couldn't drink in Vancouver, and the flash of guilt that I get right after it everytime the longing comes. It's not the same as my other transfixion because it's not something I avoid looking at when I see it in stores because I'm trying to control myself, but because I don't want people to think that I'm looking at it longingly because I'm transfixed.
I know it's late but my brain is still an hour behind. And I know that three weeks will pass by faster than anyone can imagine.
