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[kyrasantae]

"Maybe even this weekend.

I almost really want it.

Okay, I want it."

In fact, I want it so badly that I already finished packing. I just need it to be Friday.

[21:12:22] Tuuli Mustasydän: i'm going to visit my parents this weekend
[21:12:36] Tuuli Mustasydän: my mom was actually really surprised when i told her that
[21:12:45] Tuuli Mustasydän: "what?! you actually want to come home?!"
[21:14:33] Tuuli Mustasydän: i don't really know why but i just... lately i just really want to go home :(
[21:14:42] Tuuli Mustasydän: i've never felt like this for the last 5 years at all
[21:15:31] Tuuli Mustasydän: i mean, it's like... finland is a different kind of homesickness
[21:15:42] Tuuli Mustasydän: like suddenly it's finally become two different things
[21:15:55] Tuuli Mustasydän: or maybe
[21:16:11] Tuuli Mustasydän: it's that i know i can't get to finland now, but i know i can get to my parents
[21:16:18] Tuuli Mustasydän: and i just... really want somewhere "home" to go to
[21:17:07] Tuuli Mustasydän: somewhere where there is something i can enjoy
[21:18:26] Tuuli Mustasydän: all i have to enjoy here are my finnish things and i know that i just keep wanting more and more but also knowing that i don't have room for them and i have to take them all away with me eventually
[21:21:19] Tuuli Mustasydän: and in the end all of that can't replace the people there
[21:21:32] Tuuli Mustasydän: because it's really the people i miss