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kyrasantaeI'm not 100% sure when this started, but for the last week or so I've been seemingly perpetually tired. This is on top of/part of the weird restlessness mentioned here (the vivid dreams are still going on, by the way, though the random music stimuli have stopped...but the feelings remain). I'm not just unmotivated, but having trouble keeping my eyes open at all. Yet restless. Everywhere I go I just want to put my head down and sleep, but even if I take a nap it doesn't help. I've been drinking a lot of water lately too. Nothing seems to be working. And as I already know, caffeine doesn't work for me. Sometimes I feel a bit of a headache.
So I'm tired, cranky (and feeling totally bogged down with guilt anytime I think I may have said something inappropriate or not inclusive and possibly offended someone even if they didn't show it), and torn between needing sleep but knowing that I won't get any rest out of it. I don't feel like doing anything, whether it's for school or leisure or not. Kind of an inconvenient time for this because I have a lot of stuff to learn for exams this week. At least I finished my manifesto project last night, I guess.
I don't know if I'm getting sick or something. For my droopiness, I wonder if it's my eyes getting dry from the climate; maybe I should try eye drops and see what happens. For the tiredness, I have absolutely no clue what it could be.
So I'm tired, cranky (and feeling totally bogged down with guilt anytime I think I may have said something inappropriate or not inclusive and possibly offended someone even if they didn't show it), and torn between needing sleep but knowing that I won't get any rest out of it. I don't feel like doing anything, whether it's for school or leisure or not. Kind of an inconvenient time for this because I have a lot of stuff to learn for exams this week. At least I finished my manifesto project last night, I guess.
I don't know if I'm getting sick or something. For my droopiness, I wonder if it's my eyes getting dry from the climate; maybe I should try eye drops and see what happens. For the tiredness, I have absolutely no clue what it could be.
