I can't take this anymore ='(

[kyrasantae]

I can't stop being reminded of Theiyonus... and until I surpass his greatness I will carry this enmity with me...no, until his dying day I will carry this enmity with me. I thus disown his progeny; yet when it is come to be beholden, the mark of Satan he left on me burns still.

I adjure thee, Theiyonus: leave this world for my sake! I take back the seeds I sowed in thy name, that I may rise to take my rightful place.

Comments

[fakiiri.livejournal.com]

Maybe you need to work on your ignoring skills? You should be able to move past the bugger and get on being great yourself.

[kyrasantae.livejournal.com]

I can't go about the simple ignoring path... would you forgive someone whom you will never know, yet almost caused your death? Not to mention one who holds sway over millions of people with the power of bad English (and bad singers)?

[fakiiri.livejournal.com]

Ah, that is a difficult question. I don't know, I can't relate enough. As for bad English and bad singers, isn't that what rock is all about? I mean, if you start thinking too much about your common rock song lyrics, they're full of carp. The singers are not all that great either. Seriously, in English much more carp is acceptable to me than in Finnish.

[kyrasantae.livejournal.com]

I sort of meant grammatically and stylistically bad, not so much in content (and that applies only to mainstream anyway). At least American rock lyrics are typically coherent.

But apparently almost giving your life means nothing...

[fakiiri.livejournal.com]

Well, it's hard to judge how close giving one's life was, from outside at least. Personally, I can't think of any reason to commit suicide at the moment.

[kyrasantae.livejournal.com]

Not now - in the past (http://kyrasantae.livejournal.com/154626.html)...

...and their invisible presence here... like how last week that review (http://ars.userfriendly.org/cartoons/read.cgi?id=20071018&tid=2626231) popped up in the school newspaper (I hadn't even finished reading the rest of the paper and I had to throw it out. So... tainted), how they're free of TT now and therefore they can tour in N. America again (if they get less than an hour away from me, and my classmates - I know a few who would - get all excited about seeing them, OR if I ever see a poster on any of the lamp-posts around here, I will emit a primal scream that will be heard across the country AND the Atlantic), and how people in... places rave about it and think I still like them because I still keep those posters up in my room and the CDs on my shelf.

Sigh. It's supposed to be irrational, but not *this* irrational.

Sometimes I wonder how much it would cost to hire a digital artist (I don't make digital paintings) and make my own limited run of t-shirts and posters, just so I can say that Azrynoth has t-shirts and posters.

P.S. Does the cover art of DPP somehow remind you of the cover art from "The Human Equation" by Ayreon? With the circle thing? Maybe? A bit? If it was meant to be of the same circle-motif as "Once" then it is lost on us N. Americans since it is different on ours. (It's the original art on the cover of the songbook so I know what it's supposed to look like.)