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Okay, I've made slides for some of the lessons (wooooo fractions) I'm teaching this week.
Everything will be okay. I will get through this.


Then why do I still feel so awful?
Why does it feel like everything's about to end?


And nothing can still my nervously-beating heart.

Tonight's supper was the only meal I had since Friday night (I've been snacking on cookies). I deserve better than this.


I have never had nerves as bad as this. No, not even in front of a hundred people.

I don't know why.

I just... don't understand.