I can't take this anymore ='(

I can't stop being reminded of Theiyonus... and until I surpass his greatness I will carry this enmity with me...no, until his dying day I will carry this enmity with me. I thus disown his progeny; yet when it is come to be beholden, the mark of Satan he left on me burns still.

I adjure thee, Theiyonus: leave this world for my sake! I take back the seeds I sowed in thy name, that I may rise to take my rightful place.