Why?!

*Sigh*

This is so depressing.

Again I can't get online in the evening until past midnight.

And my parents' emails to me are getting sometimes a 2 day lag, and same with mine to them, so I get kinda frustrated when I have to explain the same thing about 3 times in different emails because they get to me at different times and they get them at different times.

Life in numbers.

My hands feel shattered again, like the bones had been crushed to a powder.

Life in numbers:

• Homework assignments finished today: 2
  
• Number of those due tomorrow: 1
  
• Assignments left for this week: 1
  
• Nights when I was in bed before midnight ever since I got here: 1
  
• Meals skipped since arrival: don't remember
  
• Showers taken since arrival: not enough
  
• Loads of laundry done since arrival: 2
  
• Chapters in textbooks read: 3 (all sociology)
  
• Days I've had to buy coffee: 2
  
• Money spent on wrist brace: $30 plus tax
  
• Times pondered suicide this week (all the more threatening than a year ago for I have the means in reach): too many
  
• Times taken the bus (not counting organized group trips): 0
  
• Times almost fallen asleep/zoned out during class: 3
  
• Number of those due to boredom: 2
  
• Times labs had to be rushed: 2 (1 chem, 1 math)
  
• Horror stories that I've heard about my professors: 2
  
• Time it is right now: 3am

Whee!

Mom's getting me this CD player to replace the other one that broke. And we watched a video in sociology class about the obsession with material affluence in American society, and I think that domestically, the 1950's lifestyle was so much better, but the politics weren't. Meh :)