Presumptions (*sigh*) [journal]
Aug. 22nd, 2004 12:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyrasantae
I think that at first it will be a little bit difficult. To find myself suddenly with strangers, without help, in a strange land. I must learn to live with these strangers, and the most challenging aspect of that is adjusting the trickle of information about me -- I cannot let them be intimidated by me for at first they will not know enough and will not warmed enough to my presence to understand and accept my reality of the darker side and all of the philosophy that I developed because of my infinite desperation.
Desperation for what? I don't think I ever knew, or ever will know. This heavy burden on my heart still has no name.
Perhaps once they understand the pain they will understand the person behind it. But before that, I only hope that they will be willing to listen, and in the meantime hold back what I have inside me to speak. The right time will come. Then may they open their hearts to hear my story.
Desperation for what? I don't think I ever knew, or ever will know. This heavy burden on my heart still has no name.
Perhaps once they understand the pain they will understand the person behind it. But before that, I only hope that they will be willing to listen, and in the meantime hold back what I have inside me to speak. The right time will come. Then may they open their hearts to hear my story.
