On an airplane (part 2) [journal]
Jul. 15th, 2004 08:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyrasantae
12:00 noon (Japan) -- still not there yet, but my tingly-numbing is back and it makes me uneasy. What if I will need surgery? What if I'll never use it again? (Okay I hope my sister doesn't think I'm crying because of the sad Japanese movie we were watching. Because yes, it was sad, but that wasn't it.)
I think I shut my eyes for about five minutes sometime ago, but that's not sleep. There shuld be food soon, and I need that energy to stay wake. I know that there's a whole afternoon ahead of us and stuff to see and I bet there's dark rings around my eyes, but I don't really care. I want to be awake for 24 hours. It'd actually be more tiring than it needs to be because of my lack of sleep last night.
13:20 -- and why do I do these things? It doesn't matter. It's a challenge, and I want to push my limits sometimes. But it is particularly painful when the hurt comes from something I did not intend or not of my design.
15:40 -- on the shuttle bus from Narita Airport (成田空港) to the hotel. I'll try to copy down as much of a Japanese characters as possible because even when they use Kanji (漢字) they sometimes use the words differently. It's overcast here but it's really really stuffy, it's just like Hong Kong, but not. And they drive on the wrong side of the road!
20:00 -- Food was good. Everyone else has gone shopping. I want to sleep, but...nooooooo! Two more hours! I should not lose my focus, even though drinking tea is too relaxing for that. Heck, do I sleep now? How much does my semi-sleep this morning count? I think that if it doesn't then I'm okay to sleep now. In that case, I will, then.
I think I shut my eyes for about five minutes sometime ago, but that's not sleep. There shuld be food soon, and I need that energy to stay wake. I know that there's a whole afternoon ahead of us and stuff to see and I bet there's dark rings around my eyes, but I don't really care. I want to be awake for 24 hours. It'd actually be more tiring than it needs to be because of my lack of sleep last night.
13:20 -- and why do I do these things? It doesn't matter. It's a challenge, and I want to push my limits sometimes. But it is particularly painful when the hurt comes from something I did not intend or not of my design.
15:40 -- on the shuttle bus from Narita Airport (成田空港) to the hotel. I'll try to copy down as much of a Japanese characters as possible because even when they use Kanji (漢字) they sometimes use the words differently. It's overcast here but it's really really stuffy, it's just like Hong Kong, but not. And they drive on the wrong side of the road!
20:00 -- Food was good. Everyone else has gone shopping. I want to sleep, but...nooooooo! Two more hours! I should not lose my focus, even though drinking tea is too relaxing for that. Heck, do I sleep now? How much does my semi-sleep this morning count? I think that if it doesn't then I'm okay to sleep now. In that case, I will, then.
