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[kyrasantae]

I actually had a plan yesterday (Tuesday). I was proud of myself until hardly anything on it worked as I had wanted it to, again misjudging the kids' abilities and throwing the whole thing off.

[22:17:27] <kyrasantae> hmm i seriously need to switch to an early-morning cycle
[22:17:49] <kyrasantae> so i pretend that work is an evening shift and go to sleep right after work
[22:18:07] <kyrasantae> cuz i'm just too bummed out after work to get stuff done

[04:04:10] <kyrasantae> :|
[04:11:15] <Huijari> i'm *tired* <_<
[04:11:21] <kyrasantae> me too :/
[04:11:29] <kyrasantae> but i'm here because....well, you know.
[04:11:58] <kyrasantae> i almost want to, like, die right now :\
[04:12:24] <kyrasantae> i dunno
[04:12:28] <kyrasantae> i guess i'm too hard on myself
[04:13:00] <kyrasantae> i get just... totally petrified by the thought that i can't give a perfect performance :s