Theiyonus Unleashed
Apr. 13th, 2008 06:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyrasantae
In one motion I have shattered the peace that imprisoned you, but you will not be free.
I confine you still from my heart, and you would dare torment me from the ranks of the fallen.
I feel like I've just destroyed the world.
Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh? you ask.
Weeeell... on a whim I wondered if the HMV had the new Ayreon album in yet (the one with the binary title which I can't remember). They didn't. But then I wondered if they had the Within Temptation album "The Heart of Everything" - and the $9.99 tag made it a bit irresistible. Then I backtracked for some reason, and seemed to see the cover of a NW album I didn't recognize off the top of my head, and I investigated, and it's the so-called two-disc (mit orchestral tracks) version, and it was $19.99, and then it was like suddenly there was a roar in my head and Theiyonus cried, "pick me! pick me! I will live in you again!" and the mental chains around him broke... and I fell.
I don't have a deity to beg forgiveness from. But this and recent developments from Hug-A-Finn point at a crack in the fragile shell I have built around me and my music.
But nothing will change. The moratorium on hearing new music from the (English-language) "Messenger" bands will go on. These discs will remain sealed on my shelf until the time is right.
P.S. I'm kind of miffed that the Man Without a Past DVD is $9.99 now. I paid $24.99 for that (four years ago)!
I confine you still from my heart, and you would dare torment me from the ranks of the fallen.
I feel like I've just destroyed the world.
Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh? you ask.
Weeeell... on a whim I wondered if the HMV had the new Ayreon album in yet (the one with the binary title which I can't remember). They didn't. But then I wondered if they had the Within Temptation album "The Heart of Everything" - and the $9.99 tag made it a bit irresistible. Then I backtracked for some reason, and seemed to see the cover of a NW album I didn't recognize off the top of my head, and I investigated, and it's the so-called two-disc (mit orchestral tracks) version, and it was $19.99, and then it was like suddenly there was a roar in my head and Theiyonus cried, "pick me! pick me! I will live in you again!" and the mental chains around him broke... and I fell.
I don't have a deity to beg forgiveness from. But this and recent developments from Hug-A-Finn point at a crack in the fragile shell I have built around me and my music.
But nothing will change. The moratorium on hearing new music from the (English-language) "Messenger" bands will go on. These discs will remain sealed on my shelf until the time is right.
P.S. I'm kind of miffed that the Man Without a Past DVD is $9.99 now. I paid $24.99 for that (four years ago)!
