Confusion [journal]

Apologies for the discontinuity yesterday. [The entry in my notebook for yesterday had some parts that totally didn't make any sense, like a sentence stopped in the middle and stuff.] I haven't had enough sleep ever since last Saturday and it's catching up to me. It might not make me particularly grumpy, but it does make me quite gloomy. Add that to the frustration of my phone line not working and the internet working in my room in mornings only and the need to call long-distance about estimating a cost for shipping that illegal you-know-what back to the US, plus a bunch of backed-up homework. I almost forgot about the homework.

Either way, it was almost impossible to concentrate during class today, let alone trying to stay awake. And they were the 80 minute classes today, not the 50 minutes classes.

In the hope that I'd sleep earlier tonight I had a fairly strong mix of vodka, milk, and juice, to make me dizzy/sleepy enough to feel like there's nothng else that matters but sleep to rest off the dizziness.

Ouch.

Both of my white roommates went home to Red Deer for the weekend, leaving the entire load of dishes from the entire day for me to wash. And they didn't wash their cans right after they used them, so the stuff was caked on, and I cut myself trying to clean them (thank goodness for the first aid kit my parents packed for me!), so I gave up and threw them in the trash instead of the recycling box. Sigh.