Not again :( [journal]

I couldn't help it. I had to taste that wooden sweetness and feel the sting of its smell in my nostrils again, even just a little.

It has a funny effect on me. In small amounts it comforts me, even if the amount is so small it does not physically affect my senses, nor gives me dizzy feelings. In larger amounts it messes with my head, making me want to become a monster more viciously than usual, in addition to fuzzy headaches.