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Another struggle...
May. 20th, 2004 11:50 pm
How much does it matter whether we are with our closest friends if it means abandoning those we know less well?
Oh, stop it, I...will...not...do...it... I...will...not...drink...tonight!! Why do I fail? (Points accusing finger at His Perpetual Drunkeness, Odd Boy).
(Pen died. New pen.)
Why do I fail, even if it burns and I have to shake my head to down every drop? (For the record this is me taking a single capful straight from the bottle) Why, it tempts me again! Turn back, demon! I do not want you here! Once a night is enough! I banish you from here, do not return for a few days! I will not let you destroy me!
Oh, stop it, I...will...not...do...it... I...will...not...drink...tonight!! Why do I fail? (Points accusing finger at His Perpetual Drunkeness, Odd Boy).
(Pen died. New pen.)
Why do I fail, even if it burns and I have to shake my head to down every drop? (For the record this is me taking a single capful straight from the bottle) Why, it tempts me again! Turn back, demon! I do not want you here! Once a night is enough! I banish you from here, do not return for a few days! I will not let you destroy me!
