In between and far away [spont.]

The computer was screwed up badly on Friday so I had it reformatted and reinstalled Windows on it. Since then I've spent the entire weekend trying to bring the system back up to normal, installing programs and such. But now it's the end of the weekend and it appears that it's going to need to be wiped again and Windows reinstalled once more ... I hate it when my computer is down, it makes me sad and I lay down crying and my throat just chokes up as if I was sick. So I guess I'm going to be away from the internet at home for another while...at least it makes me get back onto the piano to entertain myself, and that's somehow comforting, even though I always play the same pieces over and over again and I don't get any better at them.