An insult, I tell you! [spont.]

Really, to be ranked dead last, or to be meant to be a reject, but pushed through the cracks into the game...is an insult to my talent.

I can say that I tried my best, but what does that matter? I've always tried my best. But if that is supposed to take me somewhere, it sure hasn't.

I'm supposed to be more than this. I'm supposed to be special. But I guess I'm not anymore.

This reminded me of an entry I had in my diary a few months back, which I hadn't posted here. Well I put it up now, right here.