A different kind of resurrection
Apr. 16th, 2006 10:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyrasantae
For the longest time I thought that I survived the Sundering, but I have only been clinging to life by a thread.
It was a traitor who brought me back to life. Banish him and I die again, but my new awareness of life keeps me suspended in a state of half life, half death... a half life that draws its energy from fighting the delusions that ground my position in reality. It's better than clinging by a thread, but without my delusions I live only in a dream... a dream that I love, but a dream that I cannot tie down to reality.
It was a traitor who brought me back to life. Banish him and I die again, but my new awareness of life keeps me suspended in a state of half life, half death... a half life that draws its energy from fighting the delusions that ground my position in reality. It's better than clinging by a thread, but without my delusions I live only in a dream... a dream that I love, but a dream that I cannot tie down to reality.
