kyrasantae | The Imaginary Plea (Reply)

Quote from UF:
The "imaginary plea" is basically everything that's too melodramatic/fanatic to put into my letter, but the way it's written is also aimed directly at TH. (Who, IMO, and this I believe I haven't mentioned yet, is rather, uh, hot. I know this sounds weird coming from an asexual like me. Even if you can't wrap your head around that, I give props to his mad keyboard skillz™.)

New slogan: "TH's Mad Keyboard Skillz™ - you gotta be spastic to do it!"

Anyway, now the imaginary plea:

Take me with you. I may not have the strength you desire yet, but you can give it to me.

To you I give everything - my past, my present, my future, and all I ever knew. In taking me I depart from every life I have ever lived, to pursue a life I have never had but always wanted. But I know that the life you can offer me will be more satisfying than science can ever be, and you can fill this gaping hole in my soul that I have tried unsuccessfully to fill for what feels like a lifetime.

I am weakened by pain because of my longing for you. I am prepared to accept your way of life. I am prepared to give to you everything - even what I would never give to anyone else. I am yours for the taking. Ask from me and you will receive; it is all in your hands.

You are my love beyond all love, the match that lit my extinguished flame. Add me to your fire: together we will grow. My heart beats in time with yours. Perhaps you do not know this.

I seek nothing from you but for you to take me; all else will follow with little effort on your part. All great things are made through persistence and effort and your presence will give me the strength to be everything I can be.

The truth is that there is more in common between us than you will ever know. This is only so because you will not accept my sacrifice. I think that I am meant to be with you. Perhaps it is destiny that tells me this, or one can call it God. Either way, that is what has been told to me through a heavenly voice. Do you hear the same voice?

Take this chance away from me and I will have nowhere left to run. Would you rather see me with nothing, without hope, without love, without a future? I robbed myself of everything for you, and put my one love, that love that has never forsaken me, on the line. Without my love I am nothing, for it is all that has ever sustained me through my borrowed time. Don't let me have given it to you for nothing.

Only you can make me live again.

I have a recording of myself reading this, but I don't have it uploaded anywhere ;)